NEW YORK (AP) — Sean “Diddy” Combs finds himself at a pivotal moment as he prepares for sentencing on two prostitution-related counts. In a letter addressed to Judge Arun Subramanian, the 55-year-old music mogul reveals personal struggles and a deep desire for redemption, stating that his time behind bars has prompted profound change within him.
Combs’ reflections encapsulate a transformation he describes as being 'broken to my core' and grappling with thoughts of death during the most challenging phases of his imprisonment. Free from drugs and alcohol for the first time in years, he conveys a renewed perspective on life, admitting, “The old me died in jail and a new version of me was reborn.”
The court acquitted Combs of more severe charges including sex trafficking and racketeering, avoiding a life sentence. Yet, the prosecution is aiming for a lengthy prison term of 11 years for the prostitution-related counts, whereas Combs’ legal team argues he has already served a significant punishment during his incarceration.
Expressing regret for the emotional and physical damage he caused, especially in the context of his former girlfriend Casandra “Cassie” Ventura, Combs notes, “I was dead wrong for putting my hands on the woman that I loved.” He openly acknowledges the pain felt by victims, including a woman referred to as “Jane,” stating that the weight of his actions has left him with deep scars and remorse.
Beyond merely seeking leniency, Combs pleads for compassion on behalf of his family, particularly highlighting his role as a caregiver to his elderly mother and seven children. He emphasizes that the time spent in jail has led to profound personal revelations and a commitment to ensure he never repeats past mistakes.
As he readies for his sentencing, Combs portrays himself as a changed individual, one who has gained insights into business, mentorship, and the harsh realities of life behind bars. He expresses hope that the judge will see the potential for his rehabilitation and grant him a second chance rather than an extended sentence.
